Here’s a quick update from last month’s e-Fund report:
Goal: $25,000
Previous Balance: $21,432
Recent Deposits: +$1,262.85
- Monthly Interest: $39.21
- Direct Deposit: $200.00
- Manual Deposit: $1,023.64
New Balance: $22,695
Additional Savings Needed: $2,305
Now that I’ve decided to reduce my 401k contributions, I can probably squeeze out another $2,000 before the end of this year. With one more paycheck in the month, all bills accounted for, and a few more holiday expenses (especially if I decide to travel again), it may only be $1,800. If so, the remaining $500 will have to wait until January…unless I earn something extra on the side.
You know something? Making deposits into my e-fund gives me a rush. It really makes me excited. I think it’s because I remember a time when I couldn’t afford to save. I worked to pay bills. That’s it. Most of the time, my expenses were more than my income and I had to rob Peter to pay Paul. Whenever I’d get ahead, something happened to make me take two steps back. Because of that, I couldn’t grasp the idea of “pay yourself first.” For years, I lived this way. From the looks of those around me, it was normal.
In order to break the cycle, I had to focus on increasing my income – not debt reduction OR savings. With a higher income, it became easier to pay my bills. Once I was able to pay all of my bills without skipping a beat, then I began to save – a little. Although I had extra money to save, I was always so used to being broke, it became a self fulfilling prophecy. So I shopped. Then I went through a phase of compulsive shopping and binge saving with one bad habit competing with the other. That internal battle lasted about a year.
It wasn’t until I decided to buy a house that I changed my habits and began to save consistently. After a few months, I was saving only what I could afford, I stopped dipping into my savings to shop, yet I still allowed myself to shop occassionally. Several bad habits were corrected when my mind focused on accomplishing a goal. Once I realized the connection, I allowed my goals to drive my behavior with money. Now, when I have a goal in mind – like increasing my e-fund to $25k – I think to myself “is this purchase really that important to me or can this money be used to feed my e-fund just a little bit more?”
And then I get excited all over again!